wow!

2 posts in 1 day!!

Okay, so I had a rough morning/afternoon/evening today. But alas it got better. We went out for Thai food, little mans choice..then Jesse said "Hey look a coffee shop! And they are playing music, and there is a firepit". He of course said this all in a joking tone, and I said "Hey, that sounds great, I want to go". So after we were done eating we headed over for coffee, and then left. We wandered to the car but we heard some music, so we sat down outside of this place and drank our coffee and Carter danced the night away. It was perfect. Then I hear "mommy, I just peed". Fun times, I look down and there is a puddle. So I took him to the bathroom (Jesse tried, but there was some super secret code you needed to get in to the mens room) and he peed some more and then back to dancing. The fun thing about potty training.. You can ask and ask till you are blue in the face if they have to go, and the answer is always "no!!". Then when you give it a break, they pee.

But we had fun, and we will go back and repeat this night again. I dont want a repeat of the morning/afternoon/evening thing again.

pile o' poop

Lovely image huh? This is how I am feeling right about now. Poop. I feel like a failure at everything I have been doing lately. But hey! The house is clean. After I got some news about a friend of mine, some news I am not going to share on here.. But it made me think about life, and how it is so short. You cant be mad. You could walk outside and get hit by something and then it is all over. It sucks. But its true. I need to get over my pity party. Jesse said I need to focus on the positive in my life. I will try and do that more and in return, maybe I will post more. ha! So with that said...

My personal training session is done for now and I lost 5% body fat in almost 3 weeks with the trainer. He was glad about that! I am down 4lbs. But it will soon be more!

(no negitive thoughts...) lol.